I have been off for a little while. I call it overload, mental overload.
A recipe for mental shut down.
1 c. loss of Pollyanna view of the world.
1 c. loss in trust of humankind
1 c. classes that never seem to end
1/2 c. husband pulling a full load of advance science courses and working a full time job
1 c. children born with the insanity/combative gene
10 c. of financial issues
3.5 billion c. of crazy in the world
Add it all together and watch it rise and take over the house. I have been hiding from the world and yet I still can't seem to get away from the crazy. If some of the other factors were not in the picture I would be shaking my head at the republican primaries and laugh at their stupidity. I sometimes wonder if the availability to get information by the touch of my fingers is a good thing. It does not allow me to keep my head buried in the sand. It does not allow me to live blissfully without the knowledge of mothers killing their children, how bat shit crazy the people on planes are, or how some people who want to lead our country are just plain................................ oh God their is not a single word to describe them. The dictionary lacks the word because I honestly don't know if the world has seen this kind of ............ehhhhhegggggsas before.
Though I have been lurking and not saying anything I am still heard by people. That mysterious thud is my hitting my head against the wall over and over and over. Maybe if I knock myself out I will wake up and find I crossed back into the world of the sane. For those of you here at Kos, I am sorry you guys got caught up by the damn wormhole with me.
Well the frothy mix is waste high now, we will fight to get to sanity world together.